Dear Friends,

In this week’s double Torah portion, Matot and Masei, the Torah recounts the journeys of the Children of Israel through the wilderness: “These are the journeys of the children of Israel…” (Bamidbar 33:1). On the surface, it’s a historical list. But the Baal Shem Tov teaches that these 42 journeys aren’t only about the past, they mirror the spiritual journeys of every Jew throughout life. Every step, every detour, even the regressions, are part of a Divinely orchestrated path toward growth and purpose.

But how can we believe that the wrong turns in our lives are also “journeys” toward G-d?

The Alter Rebbe once told a Chassid who had fallen into spiritual despair: “Even a fall can be a step forward if you know how to fall correctly.” The Rebbe explained that when a person stumbles, the very pain of the fall can ignite a deeper yearning and bring one closer to to G-d than before. The key is not to get stuck in guilt, but to keep moving from Matos (firm convictions) to Masei (movement and journey).

Each station in the wilderness had its challenges; thirst, hunger, snakes, rebellion. Yet each one was necessary. Without them, they couldn’t enter the Land.

So too with us.

This Shabbat, as we read about the 42 journeys, reflect: what station are you at? What is your next step? Don’t be afraid of the detours. They may be leading you somewhere holier than you imagined.

May we merit to complete our personal journeys with clarity, strength, and joy,

Shabbat Shalom,
Rabbi Zushe Cunin